Senseless Mix
A senseless mix of words. And worlds.
Alluring but deceptive, they beg me to join in. To laugh, to drink, to just be merry.
Yet, I hold back sometimes.
I watch. I'm suspicious.
A foot forward, two steps back. I enjoy it. I like being in control.
I like that I am not giving in to the whims easily. I like being the master of myself.
Someday they will win, I know.
Someday I will be merry, I know.
Till then, I control.
Myself. Me. I.
Alluring but deceptive, they beg me to join in. To laugh, to drink, to just be merry.
Yet, I hold back sometimes.
I watch. I'm suspicious.
A foot forward, two steps back. I enjoy it. I like being in control.
I like that I am not giving in to the whims easily. I like being the master of myself.
Someday they will win, I know.
Someday I will be merry, I know.
Till then, I control.
Myself. Me. I.
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